This

I fell in love since the moment we kissed.

I feel so empty.
I feel so ignored.
I don’t like where I stand.
I don’t like where I live.
I don’t like what I am anymore.
I use to be this fun exciting guy and now I’m just a sensitive fucking guy.
I hate this.
I don’t like this feeling.
I don’t like any of them AT ALL.
I want help terribly. I want someone to talk to, to give me advice or anything!
I don’t give a fuck who it is.
I WANT help.
I want friends who won’t ignore me.
I want friends who pay attention to me.
I want to be lucky again.
I hate crying everyday.

I want to leave this world.

I want to leave my life.

Never was a first priority.

Oh and people like ignoring me for other people an things everyday especially in school.
Ugh yup I’m fucking wortless.